Sadface?

Sadface? :(?

At least I found out early, right?

Gone?

Have you ever felt like when you talked to someone it's like everything you say to them goes in one ear and out the other?

When you want to tell them the most exciting news in the world and they just bring the entire conversation back to themselves?

When you would describe their attempts as, "Pathetic?"

When you think that you would rather listen to anything else than their current obsession?

When someone asks you who they are, and you can't descibe them like how you used to?

When they let things go too far.

When they seem blind to everything around them, unless it's a mirror.




When they're gone.
Forever.

This sucks.

It sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks it sucks.

I hate it when this happens.

When you decide that the world revolves around you.

When you decide that YOU are the best thing ever.

When you figure that no one else wants to talk about THEIR pain.


When I lose you.

Glance.

Take a breath and smell the roses.

Take a good look at your friends and think whether or not you're causing harm.

Quit just glancing and pretending like nothing is wrong.

Because we've all got issues.

And they're all equal.

The world revolves around the sun.



Actually look.

Please?

ignorance.

Go ahead...

Don't talk to me.

Don't notice me.

Pretend like I'm not here.

And make me hurt inside.

Ignore me.

But if you are ignoring me, then you are ignoring the world.

To the world I am one person. To one person, I am the world.

Ready. Set. March.

They say that the weather in March goes in like a lion and out like a lamb, but what I didn't realize is that it can also apply to friendships.

My March has so far been a 4 on a scale of 1-10 (ten being the best). All that March has seemed to bring is feuds and frustrations. From the outside looking in, my life actually looks pretty good. I'm a pretty happy person when I'm around a lot of people, but in the background I don't know what to think, feel, or say.

High school is supposed to be the best years of our lives, but no one said that they also seem to be the most complicated also. Then more complications seem to be added on when you get transferred to another school, need to find new friends, hold on to the best friends that still attend the old school, play a few sports, be in the school play, AND keep the grades up.

But hey...who said that high school was supposed to be fun?

Fights.

When we fight I get to the point that I am shaking. And then when you leave, I feel like my heart is breaking.