Romeo & Juliet.

For those of you who are familiar with the story of Romeo and Juliet, written by William Shakespeare in the mid to late 1500's, you know how the tragedy ends.

But have you ever considered that they might have had it easy? Even though they had to deal with the never-ending fray between their two families, they didn't have to deal with knowing whether or not the other person loved them back. They didn't have to hide their love from each other. All that they knew was that they loved each other and that they couldn't do anything about that. Multiple times they said that they were moving too fast, but they never slowed down, because they both knew that their love was true.

Why isn't there love like that in our world today? Most people say because we're smarter now, and now we don't die so early. Plus, they were teenagers, it was their hormones.

I think that it's because we just don't believe that brand of love ever really did exist in real life. I find this very depressing. Maybe since I'm a major romantic, I believe that this love is still possible, even at high school age, no matter what anybody says.

Those people who keep telling me that love is fake, and not worth dying for gets me kind of frustrated. Well, just wait until they fall in love. They'll be so head-over-heels for the person that they won't be able to handle it.

So, ha! When you don't know what to do with the feelings that you have, where will I be?

Romeo and Juliet. We salute you.

Sickness.

I stayed home sick for the past two days, and it isn't very fun. I've had to do the massive amounts of homework for school, while having my head pound the entire time.

But I think that I have realized that being sick is a blessing in disguise. I have been able to blog a lot (as you may have noticed), and I have also been able to write more of my book.

I love love stories, so that is ALL I have been thinking of for the past two days. So sorry if I keep referencing to love. :D I'm just a little obsessive. ;]

Well thanks for letting me ramble on. :D

Sap.

I am one of th biggest, most sappy romatics that you will ever meet. It's also pretty pathetic. I'm one of those people that believe in love at first sight, and soul-mates. Not that I think everyone falls in love the second that they see their soul-mate, but I do think that it's possible to see someone and feel unbelievable feelings for them right away.

Love is...complicated.
(but that is a given.)

I've heard that you know that you are in love when you miss that person every second that they are away from you. I've heard that when you are with them, it all gets simple, and that you are happiest when you are just there holding onto their hand, and listening to them breathe.

But I think I have finally figured out what love is.

Love is when you are sitting in bed crying, but at the same time smiling because you know that they are happy. Love is when you don't want to go to sleep, because life is better then a dream. Love is when you're in a room full of people, and they are the first one that you look for. Love is when you find yourself randomly smiling and realizing that it's because you are thinking of them. Love is when you see the entire world in their eyes, and see their eyes in the world.

Love. is. complicated.

Liar, liar

Who said that life wasn't going to hurt?
Because whoever said that is a liar.
(You'll be able to tell who is a liar, their pants should be on fire.)


Life hurts.
It hurts.
It hurts.
It hurts.

And it hurts even more knowing that you wont be there for me when I need you most.
i don't want to fight anymore. I want to be there with you everyday. I want to feel what you fell, and I want to know that you love me.

I just don't know what to think anymore.

When you were there I was happier then I could ever be. You made me laugh, and now you make me cry. I shed a tear for you everyday, and I laugh because of you everyday too.

So was it a lie when you said that? Was it a lie when you laughed with me?

I know that it isn't, because your pants aren't on fire.

I know that you do love me, and that you want to be there for me. I realize that we just don't see eye to eye all the time, but who DOES? I don't want to let go, and I know that you don't want to either.
You're my best friend, and that will never change.

Sorry, but...
You're just going to have to deal with me and my stubbornness. :D

Good.Luck. :)

Complications.

The story of my life, and the sad part is that it's not that complicated.

It all seemed to get tangled when I said one sentence.

Too bad that I can't say one sentence to make it all simple again.

...or un-say it.